Today I turned forty.
In many ways it has been just like any other day: school, housework, grocery, dinner, a DVD....
In many ways it has been special: kind words from friends, a chocolate cake from my sister, little notes, big hugs....
I suppose for some that turning forty marks the half way point, so it must be all downhill from here. I see it differently. I've been blessed remembering all the many, many people that God has placed in my path along the way. There is much lifeyet to be lived and so many that I pray God will use me to bless in the coming years. More of Him. Less of me.
A dear friend reminded me of this song today. I think
Keith Green's lyrics sum up what turning forty has meant to me.
Make my life a prayer to you I wanna do what you want me to No empty words and no white lies No token prayers no compromise I wanna shine the light you gave Thru your son you sent to save us From ourselves and our despair It comforts me to know you're really there [ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsfreak.com/k/keith+green/make+my+life+a+prayer_20077345.html ] Chorus Well I wanna thank you nowFor being patient with me Oh it's so hard to see When my eyes are on me I guess I'll have to trustAnd just believe what you say Oh you're coming again Coming to take me away I wanna die and let you give Your life to me so I might live And share the hope you gave me The love that set me free I wanna tell the world out there You're not some fable or fairy tale That I've made up inside my head You're God the son and you've risen from the dead I wanna die and let you give Your life to me so I might live And share the hope you gave me The love that set me free